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Post by ChiChu Aikou on Oct 13, 2008 15:37:27 GMT -5
She wasn't sure why, she wasn't sure how, but the simple act of him pulling her into his arms to comfort her made something in her snap. For years she'd ignored the loneliness and guilt her acts caused her. She bottled them up so that they were now only awkward silences and changed conversations when her friends crossed the line when she was around. But this- the fact that she'd told him and he wanted to comfort her -this was the straw that broke the camels back.
Tears started rolling down her cheeks, though she hid them against his shoulder. She shuddered over and over with silent sobs. She gasped for the smallest breaths.
She did what she'd never let herself do; She cried.
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Post by Tairadenai Tama, Kuro Ikari on Oct 14, 2008 11:59:22 GMT -5
Kuro could feel the tears on his shoulder, soaking through his tee-shirt so they dampened his skin. Her body trembled in his arms, and her breaths came in short gasps. Her sobbing was so painful, and he didn't know how to take that pain away. He wasn't sure he even could. All he knew was that if he had the chance he would go back and destroy anybody who'd ever hurt the angel he held in his arms.
"It's okay... I'm here. It's okay."
He rubbed her back gently, moving his hands in small circles. He wasn't sure how to comfort her, but he hoped his murmured words would make some affect. He didn't want her to cry, he couldn't stand to see her upset. He'd rather she wept in his arms than keeping it bottled up though.
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Post by ChiChu Aikou on Oct 14, 2008 15:54:48 GMT -5
Chu just sat there, weeping in his arms. It as some time before there was any other movement on her part, aside from the sobs. She was aware of his cooing and soothing words, though. She had to pull it together.
Eventually she pulled away, sniffing slightly with a weak smile on her face. She used the heal of her hand to get rid of the remaining moisture, then chuckled shakily.
"I'm sorry... You didn't need to see that." She murmured, her voice slightly hoarse. "I'm done, though." She smiled at him again, a facade he could probably see through, though.
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Post by Tairadenai Tama, Kuro Ikari on Oct 15, 2008 11:59:42 GMT -5
Kuro smiled gently at the tear stained girl, lifting a hand to delicatley brush away the remaining moisture with his thumb. He didn't beleive the smile she gave him, he'd spent far too much time around his sister to be fooled by such attempts. It seemed to be a standard thing girls did, forcing a smile when they were on the brink of tears.
"You cry as much as you need to."
He told her gently, kissing her gently on the forehead, his lips caressing her cold skin for no more than a second or so before he pulled back.
"I'm always going to be around if you need me. You know that, don't you?"
His golden eyes were fixed on her face, and his tones were soft and velvety. His arms stayed safely around her, unwilling to let her go.
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Post by ChiChu Aikou on Oct 15, 2008 15:45:25 GMT -5
"I know," she sighed, resting her head on his shoulder. She didn't cry again, though. She'd just cried more then she had in years; she didn't have the strength to continue. She felt safe in his arms, as if nothing could hurt her. It might not have been completely true, but it was true enough for her.
"Thank you..." She said, her voice barely above a whisper.
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Post by Tairadenai Tama, Kuro Ikari on Oct 15, 2008 15:52:38 GMT -5
Her tones were soft and quiet but they were loud enough for him to hear.
"Anytime."
He said simply, kissing the top of her head once more. His hand raised and ran through her silky locks, gently smoothing out any tangles that occured during the sobbing. He wasn't sure what to do now, how to keep her safe and try and make her happy. He could do this for his sister without thought, but Taira and Chewy seemed to be very different in this aspect so it didn't give him much of a refrence to go from.
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Post by ChiChu Aikou on Oct 19, 2008 10:28:54 GMT -5
She turned her head to look at him.
"I'm ok, now, really." She assured him, sensing that he didn't believe her. And it was fairly true. It felt good to let someone know. To cry a little. Not to have to hide the tears in private, when Yukai wasn't around. It was like a load from her heart and mind.
((BTW, we need to bring Yuyu back ^.^))
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Post by Tairadenai Tama, Kuro Ikari on Oct 19, 2008 12:05:45 GMT -5
Kuro didn't beleive her. Her words were as convincing as his sisters earlier smiles, forced and false. Except Taira knew he'd see through them, she expected him to. That was her way of saying that she needed help soon, but she wasn't breaking just yet. Actions like that told him as much as any amount of words. He knew she was lying, but he also knew that she was lying becuase she didn't want to dwell on those thoughts anymore. It would be cruel to force her to relive those memories, so Kuro took his cue and swiftly moved the conversation on.
"So, how many freshman do you think my sister will have eaten by the time I catch up with her?"
He asked cheerfully, but couldn't help his gaze darting to the depe scratches carved into his arm. No doubt, Taira was going to bite him which would be far worse than her claws. Just great. Well, as long as she didn't bite Chewy.
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Post by ChiChu Aikou on Oct 19, 2008 15:22:15 GMT -5
"I don't know," Chewy said, greatful for the change in conversation. "Does she do so often?"
She lifted one of his hands, playing with his fingers and kissing them every few minutes. She was at ease, again. She was releived that he let the subject go, that much was clear. She smiled up at him teasingly, almost smirking.
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Post by Tairadenai Tama, Kuro Ikari on Oct 19, 2008 15:34:02 GMT -5
"Well..."
His attention was momentarily distracted by her lips on his skin, and for a moment he was silenced, and just watched her movements, watching her play with his hands with a growing smile.
"It depends on her anger typer. Raging, or brewing. I'm not sure which is the worst case scenario..."
He trailed off again, and leant down to catch her lips with his once more. Let Taira eat the freshman...He was busy.
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Post by ChiChu Aikou on Oct 19, 2008 15:48:48 GMT -5
She smiled as he trailed off, her free hand slipping behind his neck as he causght her lips. She turned, wrapping the other arom around his neck. This was what she loved. This was what she thought about in her spare moments. He made her feel... human. Not the cold monster she was. In moments like this, she was a girl in her boyfriend's arms. It would be a lie to tell you what she was thinking- for thought was impossible. Lost in the scent of him and every inch of him she could feel.
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Post by Tairadenai Tama, Kuro Ikari on Oct 19, 2008 15:56:18 GMT -5
As her arms wrapped around his neck, Kuro slid one hand down to the girls hip, while the other stayed upon her back, holding her to his frame. He could loose himself completley in these moments, in quite a different way to usual. There was no anger here, just ChiChu. Nothing else really mattered. There was nothing else.
Apart from the rest of the world they were hiding from.
Kuro pulled back reluctantly from her lips, as he detected the sound of shuffling footsteps. And wheels. He groaned softly.
"The janitor's coming..."
He murmured softly, gaze flicking towards the door.
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Post by ChiChu Aikou on Oct 19, 2008 16:12:00 GMT -5
When he pulled away, Chu's eyes searched his face as he groaned. When he pointed out the approaching intruder, she allowed her mind and senses, though reluctantly, the broaden from Kuro. She heard what he did- Wheeles and footsteps. She sighed unhappily.
"I guess I'll see you later," She said, smiling teasingly at him. She kissed him once more, breifly, before standing, grabbing her discarded things, and walking to the window. It opened easily and she winked at him.
"See you 'round." She breathed before slipping out it, away from the building and to her dorm.
((Maybe we could do that one with Yuyu, know, and Yuyu can find out about Kuro. Shall we say that, at this point, due to his long absense, Eiji just... hadn't been? It's sad but... It has to be done.))
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Post by Tairadenai Tama, Kuro Ikari on Oct 20, 2008 12:11:31 GMT -5
"Soon, I hope."
Kuro was tempted to grab her and hold her close, refusing her escape. He was very tempted, and that extra kiss didn't help. He managed to form some semblence of control, and stayed on the desk while she slipped out of the window. He sighed happily, taking a few seconds to savour the moment and the memories. He also took this time, becuase he knew he would be tempted to follow Chewy if he followed her out of the window too quickly. She was a drug for him.
Instead, he pulled his phone from his pocket and flipped it open. He placed the phone to his ear, and listened to the dull drone as he waited for her to pick up. He was waiting a suprsingly long time, and he wondered if she was ignoring his call. Then she answered.
"Where are you?"
He asked softly, and there was a hesitation before she answered, giving away her location.
"I'll be there in a few seconds."
He snapped the phone shut and after casting one quick look around the room, jumped easily out of the window onto the grass. He bounded across the lawns, his easy lope taking him away from the classroom in a matter of seconds.
((I guess we could say that. Or we could say he's gone back to Spain for an indefinate period on the offchance of a return; up to you...))
[[THREAD CLOSED]]
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